Between two sorrows

The last time I live between two sorrows .
It is cruel, painful, very sad…
And don't makes me better tomorrow
Dishonest thing this and very bad

Honestly that everyone of them
Gives me only large sea ot tears
Not understandig all the same
Whar is a curse that hanging near

I understand the first from sorrows
It is too dishonest and heartbraiking
I don't deserve all that I saw
This bitter pain that desteny is making

With second sorrow I Am lost
With no understanding what a reason
Maybe this  feeling is the worst
It is like of destiny a treason

I think it connects to any past
When me and you were together
Don't know where, when, but just
I want to enter into weather

This universe we don't know
Don't know what is passing by
What there justis and what wrong
What there air and what sky

Unusial feeling is too strong
That I feel it as something mine
But, where, when? It's so wrong
Who can explain me:Why? Why?Why??!!!