Black wedding dress

I am walking down the aisle,
But I can not force a smile,
All my thoughts are in a mess,
I'm looking down
On my wedding dress.

There are people all around,
The wedding march begins to sound,
I don't see a groom, just guests.
I'm looking down
On my wedding dress.
Black wedding dress.

And my father's leading me
To a place I've never been
To a place I've only wished
I understand
It will be missed.

I am stopping in the gloom,
At the altar there's no groom
Only emptiness instead,
I understand
That he is dead,
He is just dead.

It's our failed wedding,
The time I'm spending
I was a bride and let you die,
What could I be a kind of wife?
I only think about the past
I'm looking down on a wedding dress,
Black wedding dress.

It's time for wedding,
The death instead it.
There is some fault on me, my dear,
I wanna really disappear,
But its so hard and I'm still here
In a black wedding dress.

07.03.2021, Санкт-Петербург