The Monster Inside My Head

The Monster inside my head
Destroys everything I have.
I'm calling for help me out,
But nobody hears my shout.

He won't stop while I'm alive.
He wants to deprive my life.
He makes me to cut my arms.
He bites me, and beats, and harms.
He will not stop till I do
The step out the edge of roof.
Till I do put on the rope
On my neck; till I lose my hope.
I can't just drown out his voice.
I can't just turn down the noise.
I'm no longer can defend.
My thoughts: 'Maybe it's dead end?'

He's stronger, I can't keep fight,
He's here, as at day as at night.
He broke me, I couldn't resist.
He won. I'm no longer exist.
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17.01.2021


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