Do not shape me

Do not shape me
I'm already shaped.
How far can we
Go in this debate?


This is the unchanged truth.
This is the unbreakable wall.
Where is the last resort
At which I will not fall?


"This is all words", you say.
Words, letters, spaces, dots
The all end up in the way
My mind sets them and plots.


This is all words... Well, not fully.
They represent what I think
And they say it truly.


I'm being honest.
I'm being truthful.
I am horrified
And I am thoughtful.


I just want to be the way I am.
I just want to be in this world.
I am worn out pretending the way
Like I am the only one who leads the boat.


As others say "You are too dark, too sarcastic"
Well, whatever you say my friend.
I'm just not the best person to be elastic.


The feelings you see, the mindset of me.
The shadows fall at the end of play
Now you know me more than they.


Accept me like this wuth all my scars
And keep me closer.
Then I will give you the best of stars
And a million and one roses.


Let me be. Help me please.
And I will cure you from any disease.
I will give you my heart and much more
Just accept me like no one did before.


However, this curse has ended again.
I will start from a blank page.
I got numb to this awful pain
Even though I'm of a young age.


I don't know what I have done
But every moment I've spent
I tried to make you the best one.
Well, I need to agree, it didn't well went.


I am sorry, again I'm sorry.
There's no more to say from me.
"This is all words" still and there is no glory.
Time for you to be, bye, wonderful story.