Problems

I’ve fallen down many times
While trying keep myself away from problems.
I’ve tried to run and tried to hide
And tried to turn another side.
I hoped, the road was enough wide
But now I understand, it wasn’t.
The voltage of my heart as always hundred volt.
But I’ve no chance of being faster,
I’m not Usain Bolt.

That moment I remember very well
When I decided to stop.
The fear was ringing in my head as bell
It asked to run away again.
My answer still was «nope».
I wanted to forget the pain
Like I had any hope.

When problems finally got over me
I’ve almost couldn’t wait.
They washed me as tsunami wave
And what they also did to me
Was eighteen plus in rate.
I knew, I couldn’t ask for help,
But I was really brave.

So, everything comes to the end.
That wasn’t an exception.
At moment all the problems disappeared
And this is what I mention.
Since then I’ve started deeply breathe.
Keep calm was my only reaction.
And when I’ll face them all again,
They will be just a part of my own way.

2020