i miss you

2:47 on the clock
and you are still "online".
a message is everything it takes,
yet that doesn't feel alright.

i feel that only a "hello"
won't make it any better.
with every night that we're apart
i'm wanting to surrender.

i want to give it up because
we just became so distant,
so hopeless, fragile... it's a fact
and you can not resist it.

i know that "everything will slide
and pain is temporary",
but i'm not holding on to dreams,
cause future is too heavy.

remember that november evening
where we've just met each other?
it's barely even been a year
but time is just a number.

the time already lost its meaning
and we don't count the months.
we just pretend we're friends for life
and there's no one to sever us.

but time is slowly flying by
and we've grew up the distance.
the darker thoughts are creeping in.
the pain is just so instant.

it's 3:11 on the clock,
it goes as i continue.
and if my count will stop at "three",
i'm gonna say "i miss you."