To my granny

I feel inside a burning pain
And tears are falling down.
With all my heart I must remain
And see my native town.

I want to see grandma again,
To talk and keep in touch.
But what I have is "Dear Nan,
I miss you very much."

The time is quickly passing by
And faces pass away.
I did not say to her goodbye
I was not there that day.

Despite what happened in the past
I will have this heartache
Until the moment of my last
Breath that I will not take.

I wish to see grandma one night
Or even right away
And let her know that I'm all right,
Don't worry, I'm okay.

There is so much I have to tell,
I think about this.
What I can do is just to yell
At things you have to miss!

I often feel above my hand
A thing looks like a knife.
I think and cannot understand
The purpose of my life.

I will be keeping in my heart
This story of my woe
That I've become a broken part
Of what was long ago.

rewritten on September 25, 2020


Previously:

I feel inside a deeply burn

I feel inside a deeply burn
And tears are falling down.
With all my heart I want return
In childhood native town.

I want to see grandma again,
To hug her very much
And say to her: 'Look, I’m a man,
You don’t remember such!'

The time is quickly passing by
And faces also go.
I can’t return all actions my
I did the year ago.

I often feel above my head
Looks something like a knife.
I think, but I can’t understand
Has any purpose life?

2012