Yoruldum

Yoruldum bu dunyanin ikiyuzlulugunden,
Yuzume gulup, arkamdan konusanlardan,
Beni oldugum gibi degil, gormek istedikleri gibi gorenlerden,
Butun iyi niyetlerimi kotu amaclara harcayanlardan.

Yalanlardan, dolanlardan, sahte dostluklardan,
Bos sozlerden yoruldum, yalan sevdalardan,
Insana insan lazim, dogru, ama insan olmus daha kotu hayvandan,
Hayvan alemine hakaret ederim bunu soylersem, ne yalan?

Insan yaslaninca yorulurmus hayattan,
Yaslanmadan yoruldum ben daha...
Gordugum kadar, hep ayni, hic degismez bu dunyanin duzeni, bosu bosuna benim isyan,
Ne gokyuzu, ne yerlere sigar bu husran!

21.08.2020
Annie Moonlight

I am tired (rough translation)

I am tired of the hypocrisy of this world,
From those who smile at my face and talk behind my back,
From those who see me as I am, not as I am,
From those who spend all my good intentions on bad intentions.

From lies, filled, fake friendships,
I'm tired of empty words, fake love,
Human needs human, right, but human is worse than animal,
I would insult animal world if I say this, what a lie?

People get tired of life when they get older,
I am tired before getting old...
As I see, it's always the same, the order of this world never changes, my rebellion is in vain,
This disappointment fits neither the sky nor the ground!

21.08.2020
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