Stamped me down, appeased

You have stamped me down, appeased  me and soothed me lately.
Your triangle has been encasing my features, frames.
I can't get out of from you there, from under table.
Swords and shields between us were flasing, attack, defense -

Overthrow  and drubbing. It's absolute. It is Calming.
Golden phrases were written. And Husbands in diadems.
And my sweat like evaporation of my flesh skyward
Where soars with the  happy clouds in their height.

You seduced me, you knocked me out, you got me married.
So should I reward you - hand over an order, ring?
I kiss you, remembering: you are a genius, darling.
Only one sigh - further to choke - so that to swim.

Here again, you see, I  am dabbling with you in poems.
I am calm in the morning today as never before.
And from "all that was" you are sending me free hello
So that I could find that it "is and will be" in God.

I was so scared to read you before, to madness.
Because I thought there would be a continuous burn.
It turned out - no. It was wiser, the happy blastness,
And I saw with you - He's not awful, our earthly God  -

For He loves the earth. And the joy of life is right here.
I disliked the word "friends": what nonsense I thought - a friend?
Because I am evil, like ego, and don't like friendship.
But I seem to grow, though slowly. Thank you, Svet!