uncoutned. Letter - Admission to guilt

The overwhelmed mood made me to write this.

I never forget personal fuckups and nowadays I read my five-years-old letter to you.

I wrote about endless love and your eyes colored as cappuccino,
About my erection when we hug,
About my meeting with your father in market,
About my knee pain.

And then I said that you are kind of angel,
Who burns my heart and spread my thoughts
And we will never be together. Ughm.

Funniest thing – we were. Lots of times – in dreams,
In real life, in bed, in the car, on the clouds and over the heaven.

My strongest fuckup is missing you.
I spent too much time to find somebody equals,
Better than you or just not worse.
But I couldn’t.

And now, when reading this awkward letter,
I understand that you were the only angel I ever met.

Sorry for losing our love,
It was only my fault.

Always yours,
Snub Asshole.


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