The Eternal Sun первый стих на английском языке

                To my wife, Alina

Is it right, is it right or wrong?
You are mine, beautiful and strong
No one knows, was it destiny
When we met, so occasionally

It was hot it was sunny day
For that day I do truly say
I would sell my soul twice
Just to see your deep blue eyes

Time has come and I wanna ask
Will we go through the rain and dusk
Will we share our best and worst
Until death separates us both

But I am mute, so afraid to lose
As if I’m gonna be refused
As if you’re gonna make me sad
Sacrifice that I’ve never had

Maybe you cast a spell on me
When you smile - lose my sanity
When you dance in your only way
Always think that you are my fate

It’s dead end, am addicted I?
You are near - on the sky I'm high
You seduce every single night
Leave my skin full of passion’ bites

All the time, I’m in doubt of you
But refuse things that might be true
I was told that you are with thorns
Crimson rose, wild and dangerous

I can’t stand, I am not immune,
Can’t get used to your light perfume.
I am sad when you are away,
Feeling bad - and can’t stand this way.

Shelter me give me all I need
You are source to fulfil my greed
Endless source full of energy
It is more than love chemistry

Not a saint, I have sinned a lot
Live my life not by second thought
But for you I would simply kill
If someone makes you badly feel

It’s all right, and it’s up to you
I want you to believe - it’s true
At the gates if I am asked to
I’ll say that I am loving you

In next life (if it does exist)
I want you to be a part of it
So my question is - it’s a simple one:
Will you be my Eternal Sun?

16-17.05.2020