2. I m Unhappy

(Inspired by Nirvana’s Lithium)

I’m unhappy
Because she is not with me.
What can be done?
I don’t know,
I cannot do anything.
Every day
I’m like a madman,
I just need to meet her now.
But she’s gone.
Where? I don’t know,
And I’m dispirited, oh yeah.

Now I’m lonely,
I can’t sleep without her tonight.
What is it?
I don’t know.
Maybe, it is only love.
I’m not sure
That it’s true,
But the Almighty God knows it.
I don’t need
Any pity,
‘Cause this biz is only mine.

I love her —
And what can I do?
I need her —
Hope she needs me too.
She’s not here —
And what can I do?
I’m crazy
When I’m without her.

I’m unhappy
‘Cause I don’t know where she is.
I am mad,
Expectation’s
Killing me, what can I do?
Just waiting,
Doing nothing,
One more day’s just come to an end.
One more night
I am sleepless.
Oh, how much I want her now!

She is back —
Everything has changed,
No more
Loneliness or grief.
Now happy
Am I — this is true,
And every-
Thing will be o.k.

Autumn ‘94, 1.03.97