Forgivance

No, i will never forgive myself,
You will never know what i`ve done -
Cause used to taste of its flourish and smell
Another reason for trusting none.

Im tearing me down just to lift you up,
Getting annoyed when they watch me,
Feel like im worthless cuz my time is up,
Bad religion roots from dead fortune.

My carma is no bad, but its dead,
My soul`s violater, its coming from past,
And i cant remember, but this all is led
Celestic power of ruthless majeste.

And no, i will never forgive myself,
But i can keep living, like i can improve,
When i look at me wanna be someone else,
Someone stronger, braver, tough and rough.

How i hate my mistakes, how i hate all my ways,
Seem like world is all stuck in my face.
Pricky persona in a black hole place
Disagreemental to losing grace.

You`re all are good, but im hurting you
By my own guilty existence,
Switching so fast, you wont catch me pure,
And there is no death, no delieverance.