Наедине. A Letter to a Soldier

                A Letter to the Soldier
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• And now I'm writing you this letter.
• I wish to be a friend of yours.
• And I  had better
• Take a deep look in your wide-open eyes,
• Bright blue like shining summer skies,
• And see in them
• Not an exposing sentence and contempt.
• Want you to realize
• That life is simply meaningless
• If we don't give a chance
• To kindness and forgiveness.
• And it's your turn to see my crazy eyes
• Of just a little fool far from being wise.
• You'll see in them everything I ever did.
• Then say it frankly to yourself
• Am I the Evil indeed?!
• My silence didn't use to be a mere cowardice
• And I have never ever meant to be a goddess.
• My silence used to be my own severe condemn
• And my awareness that I'm just fucking damned!
• Right face to face. You are like me a sinful man.
• Let's take a try to hold of our hands.
• God knows you'll understand the very thing because
• Too deep inside I am sincerely yours.
•                (2015)