The unrecognized hero

You thought I was alive,
 And I died in the womb.
 And here I wander senselessly
 Among the cemetery tombstones.
 
 I'm between heaven and earth -
 He stopped at a crossroads.
 And I'm waiting for them to come for me
 With the judge's harsh sentence.
 
 Yes, I'm wrong. My fault.
 But I shouldn't have been born!
 Alas, not to avoid losses,
 When you escape from prison.
 
 I may not be born, but I am a hero!
 Don't you know, ignoramuses,
 What am I, sacrificing myself,
 Gave you love and gave you hope.
 
 I gave you back what was stolen in a moment.
 I did, but I shouldn't have.
 Got the price of all the details.
 Worked without sparing effort.
 
 I'm like Prometheus chained,
 But not to the rock - to the native land.
 Here I am, and the black, grim Raven
 Resigned to our prison.
 
 There will be no - I understand - life.
 And there is no purgatory or Paradise.
 But I'm not ready for reproach
 And to hell with nine circles.
 
 I deserved it. Turn right,
 When the left exit was.
 Now I am ready to be punished.
 Trembling: to fear. But he deserved it.
 
 Well, Don't mention it like that.
 And, though you don't know the face,
 In the consciousness of his shoving,
 Remember me-a fighter.
 
 24.10.2019.