Joker

I wear a mask but it’s not fake,
And it will not be a mistake
If you call me an idiot.
It seems my life was just a lie.
It’s stupid comedy but I
Am not a good comedian.

My death could stop the senseless strife
And make more profit than my life.
Don’t think I cry insanely.
Try to imagine how I live:
I just keep laughing, and believe,
It’ll somehow entertain you.

It’s getting crazier out there:
Life’s turning into a nightmare
Which makes no sense nor reason.
I dream of injuries and shots,
All that I have are negative thoughts…
But you don’t even listen.

Your life is nice and feels so right
Like party on a Friday night.
My life’s a morning after.
I’m kind of never-smiling clown
That doesn’t hide the freaking gun -
You’ll get your share of laughter.

You are too healthy, I’m too ill.
But from your throne of power, will
You tell me how to heal this?
Still, twice the pride - double the fall.
I’m the most normal of you all,
And I will cure the illness.

Любляна, Словения, 18-19 октября 2019