when it is so little for tears

when you are finding
in God's light
so little
for tears
turn it on
this stripped stillness
by the new moon
right here
to which painless yet
soul spots
are get used
to spend years
fall in love
then plunge deeply –
and the tears
will appear –
a bit later
without asking
and light up “good bye”
the same way
a steep flash of lightning
is striking skies
and there shall be no beating
for the heart
to describe
only memories-sinners
which can’t let you
close eyes
only imminent way
clouded by self-deception
make a further step – and
light has no place to fall
over there the grasses
won’t kill
your perception
interlacing the crown of thorns
with a joy
for all
over there
when the hope dies
and gives birth
to fresh ice
water’s rising
in snowflakes
covers dirt
and above
life draws gloom
in the circles
pushes far –
paradise
which is carried by airstreams
and starts looking
for love
though a shelter is missing –
no place to imagine
so much strength lost
for nothing –
less than little
to say
the announced intermission
keeps out pain
from staging
in a white room
the jiff’s wings
were all severed
today

January 8, 2019