You are so beautiful

You are so beautiful on that last video it’s been two years, I miss you so much, miss everything about you, I remember every moment we spend together I remember your amazing dark green eyes, your smile, the smell of your hair, soft, silky skin on your shoulders, I remember how your breath would get faster when I kissed you and gently hold your hands, I remember how I will get aroused just by looking at you, how I was trying so hard not to cross the line, even when we were all alone, I remember giving you massage with that special oil I got by treading my watch, I even remember how you held me in your hands, I know that I have made a huge mistake by getting drunk and yelling, and accusing you, when you did not do nothing wrong, yet I believe that you remember good things too, how we were swimming in the pool, how we went to restaurants, how we stand together next to the river Jordan where Jesus was baptized, how we went together to Jerusalem to see the Holly Land, and Bethlehem, there are so many memories, how you overcome your fear and experience underwater world, I also remember spending time with Vikulya, and I was enjoying every minute with, I love your girls and I love you, and you know it, and you still love me too, you’re just too scared to let me into your life, yet I am still here and I am only yours, and doing all I can to make your life more happy! Your Serezha!