It doesn t matter

Conscious choice and that's about it. I thought I knew human nature. Wow.
I look so fine you can't resist, but that's what hold you back from the vows
What?
If you'll feel like you digging on me, just take a sec and think through what's better
I heard my doll face and shape are on top, but I also heard like it doesn't matter
And I'm sweeter than strawberry vodka on your eternally grateful tongue, yes
Soaking in some moon and sun rays , discussing some chemical process
Damn
But the only chemistry that I know well as hell is all about heart's weather
I was obsessed about love and romance but people act like it doesn't matter
So I checked out my inner issues, I made a decision to chill a little, so what
I might bother you with some delicious temptations, but that's  what I fortunately got
Well
Ain't many time has past but feels like I don't wear a heart on my sleeve since forever
Men keep fantasizing about me moaning and naked, but I'm cool, so it doesn't matter
There were plenty of that big dudes that tried to influence on me like I am dummy
Don't get me bragging, but actually I got them played and eaten like gummy yummy
Huh
They started noticing things about me I guess, see I was made extra nice and clever
So I was a Princess of my own Kingdom, but things turned out like it doesn't matter
Completely satisfied with my nature, even though wear a forehead sign "step off"
Been back to inner issues once more, found out many things like "what's love?"
Aw
Whether it's changed a lot or just suddenly turned into total shit, whatsoever
I can't say, but I see things the way they really are, so what's the matter?
I ain't searching for the knight in shining armor to write me a fake love letter
But it's just so fucking unfair to be good when it doesn't matter