Sprout, Growing Through Asphalt

Unusual like rain in winter night, but so magnificent
I am stronger, but was much pain
Nobody wants to lose, seeing these pictures
It is every time like dart in my heart
Your flawless smile, my black wings behind the back
I hear sad blues, I try, is do you think, it is truth ?
My gorgeous star, this situation as if it be film noir
I was fighting with fears, shed tears, I do not blame, that I love, but I blamed myself, considered, that I am a bad man
I know, you have responsibility, maybe this flame cleans me
This love like sprout, growing through asphalt
I think about curcumstances of this love, and it is not easy
This is mad, that I want acquive black gun with black diamonds, ask of me
I remember my sad letters, all black and white sweaters, thankful strength I can fight in my life, I accept all as is
Let all they, those who left me living for fun, I raised spiritual, but I know my choose, but I realised value of every moment of my life