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a place
between raging madness and
calm laughter, borderline sadness,
friend
please, tell me how it ends
i can't seem find my place
life
became my beloved wife
with rings made of suffering
from love and hate muttering
show
please don't tell how i die
i don't want to say goodbye
it's better my corpse to grind
beneath coming human tide
no, please,
this isn't your wall to grece
i hit less than i ever miss
y life gives the sweetest kiss
stop, now
enjoy spreading view, as sun
still rises to meet the clouds
who's life is important now
kings die just as easy as clowns
no, friend
i can't continue to pretend
i wasn't as good, i can
do many things, but not mend
forgive me and let me descend
please
help me up onto my feet
if i die - it's seeing this
sky blazing, like woman's kiss
on someone's unlucky cheek
stay, please
it's only i moment's breath
my other side shoulders death
and count's down my every breath
meet you there
even if you don't care
just promise me, as i swear
that black not long you will wear
forgive me and...
please be fair