My perfect killer

You keep provoking me, you keep provoking,
My anger, envy, lust, my hateful love.
You're stuck in lungs like smoulder after smoking
And i can't freely breathe, i start to caugh.

I feel like meth-addicted, dizzy, crazy,
Insomnia became my bestest friend.
You keep amazing me, you keep amazing,
I'm strongly into you, I can't pretend.

Dispite it hurts - my soul's in purple bruisings -
No longer am I confident and proud -
You keep seducing me, you keep seducing,
My drop of saving water in the drought.

But don't be worried - I'm a perfect actress,
About my weakness you don't have a clue.
Though keep infecting me, you are infectious,
Sweet fatal frenzy which I must subdue.

Almighty God, I beg you, give me healing:
Return my nature, bring me back to life,
This merc'less man keeps killing me, keeps killing
Using his cold indifference as a knife.


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