Nike in Tansen

Radiohead on the repeat. My mind is flashing. We keep on trashing
On everything we had. We were inseparable, now we're smashing
Into the walls of actuality like there's no chance to stay safe
Things were perfect, but who can guarantee them to always be the same.
Im tired of being sorry all the time. Tired of useless thinking like who was in charge
We were stuck on the same line. The hole in my heart were small, it's getting large
Everything is shit, I don't wanna define the winner this time and announce the victory
Our lives are split. My therapist said its not that actually bad as I'm picturing
I wish she was right. She looks hella adequate. But she thinks that I'm always dope
Sorta true. Remember movie we watched together.Freddie Prinze Jr ate his ex's soap
He was missing her smell. I'm wondering if this ever will be explained, it's insane
I got all these people out there who got used to be stable, now they gotta sway
Stay.  Damn, I'm completely out of my brain traces. I look at them faces
But none of them yours. I'm tryna find out where you at and follow that places.
Don't get away. I read a book, it says there're more than four levels of break up.
I counted it over. We on da second kinda. It ain't bad. So we just gotta make up.
I don't know how it works. I cannot replace you from my heart.
I don't know what is it. I close my eyes. Even when we bout to part
You seem so real. Rain is pouring down your face. My eyes are wet.
How come I don't wanna you to become the best thing I never had.
Saying basics. Blowing chances. Quit all the time my mind gets restless.
That's me. I ain't gonna say stupid shit like " you make me complete".
Logically I have to let you go and move on alone.
Radiohead on the radio. Your fave song. I sing along
Quietly. Godammit this shit is crazy. I haven't seen  the point of life before.
All them glory things to live. No. It is you who I'm living for