deceit

a few years ago
i was deceived by a strong unconscious stream
i thought i'd grow
nurtured by sweetness of the American dream
which is illusory
and leads to misery

a few minutes ago
i realised that i am still disastrously deceived 
i follow the flow
and i seek for the meaning and i try to believe in it
and it is tiring
but i'm still trying

i was back then and still i am deceived
now by the thought that everything's deceit
it squeezes my body and my imprisoned soul
it takes me whole
i'm losing control


Рецензии