Trance

I am here to tell I am in trance.
 And trance of my mind will last forever.
 When I get older my soul grows younger
& it doesn't matter ever.
What are you all to catch
In the space?
Between home & work
Between birth & death
It's usual you'll say.
I am usual.
I am not abused.
I got usual
To such
Ordinary conclusions.
Is anybody here ready to shoot?
Go away or stay.
Nothing special.
Nothing special?
I was yearning to come
When I came you were dead.
That's smth new for you
Sure my babe?
I just wanted & wanted & wanted.
When I found myself alone in the world
Just continued to live do you know?
Animals kill when they want to eat
Humans kill to be closer to Evil.
Suicidal attempts just attractions of smb's attention.
And it eases misunderstanding
For seconds from the pitiful flight
From the 7th floor down to the ground.
Go to those who really need you.
You know -- we don't. We are just working.
We are working. Why bothering us? Sometimes we visit Black Sea or Egypt or anywhere else...
And so?
And so?
Ah so.
What you see in your poor imagination
It's reflections of yours not
Of ours you know temptations.
O.K. Then farewell
Oh farewell but my pain was acute
I didn't like it at all for the first time
My babe my creature
my fate
Oh I absolutely didn't like it.