Sermonic

Just lack of love brought you here
Anguishious din of your last appeal
Blend of moonlit space and tears
Last killing baby that you feel

Hairless head and twinkled cheeks
Thrilling hands that hold the alteration
Dark yield of nature geeks
And omission of amplification

See the pink smooth skin
Cupid shine in the blazing eye
Satisfaction in between
Of those two who must die

Eternal neverending wave of love
Ties them in leary warm
You stay aside so burning be
Eaten with this long worm

You say:”Pleaase come to me tonight
All sense of your sermon flows
Away with you when you walk outdoors
Please break this rule”

You shake his hand you look into his eyes
Where only putrid owning’s shown
Those things he owns and doesn’t care
As normal grown

You’re longing for to cease this torture
You gotta change your direction
From morbid slumber in stinking chamber
For alteration

The civil war doesn’t end in your heart
Tickling murder turns into art
And orison breaks when he steps
Starring boy you always dreamt to be

His beauty is his silent weapon
Swollen veins to be breeder
From gloom of noises and magazines
He comes sermonic all through you

On starry shining machines
He doesn’t ever get you
He doesn’t ever love you
On his metal machine


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Have a glass of some sparkling wine (they call it 'champagne')...yes, have it for the sake of auld lang syne and let this 'eternal neverending wave of love' o'erwhelm you, starring boy you always dreamt to be !

Cheers!

Стальено   31.12.2017 16:39     Заявить о нарушении
Thanks a lot! Yes, I went to my old folks and had some champagne and dressed herring there, on the NY day.
Now sleeping myself out after the workflow I help my good dreams with a glass of red wine )
Bing! ))

Ардаллион   03.01.2018 16:00   Заявить о нарушении
I also love that 'soldier'( = herring) but goodly kippered and accompanied with some light ale or muscadet wine)

Happy New Year!

Стальено   03.01.2018 19:45   Заявить о нарушении
You know, Slava, that I share a sort of love/hate within me as I stay a "soviet one" and do love my soviet roots ( all these:"champagne", dressed herring, soviet movies etc.) but at the same time I do not love the very situation of my immutable being the soviet one. It's why I'll never be able to do any harm to my homeland and to its still soviet inhabitants.

This "love/hate" situation has no exit and is tormenting though one may have a thought that it must be both tormenting and at the same time soothing. Hate torments as it is supposed to do but Love in my case brings not any soothing at all being apparently inactive. So I spent my new year night as usual watching over-40 years old films feeling no trace of disgust nor anger.

Moreover, I've been trying even to figure out so called "national idea" for the people I am part with.

You see, this idea may be formulated quite simply.  Communists must recapture the highest power firstly and after they have to abrogate the very keystone of society, private ownership! Without these measures Russia will perish.

Стальено   03.01.2018 20:46   Заявить о нарушении
I don't know if it is some kind of weird coincidence or maybe the very regularity... but I feel kinda surrounded by the people sharing this idea. I can't help it ))
Although seeing my time is running short I am happy enogh to have no belonging, no community aтв not to care.
Cause there's the universal Law of Ecclesiastes that sais it's all waste. If one should care of happiness - I guess - it means his own happiness (his family and friends maybe) restrained by his lifetime. There may be just a small chance...


Ардаллион   04.01.2018 10:12   Заявить о нарушении