Who am I, dear God? p. 2

Финальная часть трибьюта Лиаму Хартвеллу, фильм «Радиус».
А также, Диего Клаттенхоффу, исполняющему роль.
Liam Hartwell tribute, «Radius» movie.
And also, to Diego Klattenhoff, portraying him.

!!!SPOILER ALERT!!!
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I
I've no past to look back,
No asylum to ask.
I've no shelter to go
And nothing live for.

II
I've stopped wishing
It's gone.
I've stopped wishing
It's lost.
It's burning within —
I'm still bearing this curse.

III
...And here a woman comes,
She steps right in the chaos
To find me at my worst.
Yet she is strange to me,
This woman feels so close.
         
IV
My doubts weaving like a web,
And gut is telling
«She's a threat!».
Can I confide?
Can I put trust?
She gives me fright,
Her watchful eyes
Are ruthless spike.

V
You and me on a quest,
Hunting traces of past,
Delving depths just to seek
Answers buried beneath.
Wishing'em being wasted,
Rather kept on a lock
In the darkest of places.

VI
There's a touch of a gun
At the back of my head.
I don't feel any dread,
'Coz I know what's be said.
But I don't turn my face,
Not daring to run,
As you're telling me
      Raw
          Undeniable
         
T r u t h.

VII
I hear chatter and clatter
I smell drugs and good-byes.
You're throbbing and bleeding,
Yet so desperate for life.

And I stand there, watching,
Once again looking back
At the wrongs in my life,
     At the sins
         At the pain,
             At the lies.

VIII
I know nothing can change
What I've caused you withstand.
You won't read anymore
What's my eyes gonna say,
As I'm choosing to end
In a shot my foul way.