A Chance to Breathe You Again

I only want
To calm this aching storm —
To be like ice,
A fractal pattern,
Entangled in silence.
Let my suffering soul sleep
In crystal stillness…

Because it’s too hard —
Without your
Amazing love.

That mad passion,
Those burning kisses
From head to toe —
I crave them
Like clean air,
Like morning light.

I miss you.
Rain is rising in my eyes.
I see you only
In my dreams…
Or maybe it’s all
In my mind,
In that old,
Haunted part of me
That once invented you.

Now,
I die again
Of obscure, melancholic longing.

I want to feel you —
Inside me —
To hear your warm breath
Touching my skin…
To lie together
In sleepless stillness,
Saving what warmth we can.

But now —
It’s just memory.
A forgotten story.

It’s like
There was always fog around my life —
Until you came.
And it vanished.

But now you’ve disappeared,
And the emptiness
Returns…

I’m sitting
Inside my loneliness,
Alone with too many thoughts —
Crying quietly on the inside.
My sadness
Flows like a river in my blood,
Mixing
With this wild, mad fury.

I’m broken —
Completely.
And part of me
Just wants to fall asleep forever —
To meet you there.

Please…
Give me one more chance.
To feel you near.
To breathe you again.