Lego bLocks

Why is this silence eating me from the inside?/
I keep repeating the same question without the end in sight/
I toppled all my gods and idols/
I got naked in front of the mirror being mental/
What is life?/A mirage?/A lie?/
Lend me more tears to cry/
Pry open my closet `cause I left the keys in Mosul/
Fighting the enemies, killing their families/
My eyes`re filled with bloody images/
I cannot get rid of the memories of black carriages/
Broken marriages, lost sons, who will produce the evidence?/
Who will support the truth?/Why are you laughing?/
Do you feel amused?/My muzzle ain`t cold yet/
My struggle ain`t blown yet/
By winds of time, by clouds of sadness/
Carry me far from the opulence of fat life/
I am a piece of dry soil/
Cracked lips have softly spoken/
Why bother you mocking?/
Your ears are clogged with female stockings/
Like Lego blocks I will put the "L" back together/
No matter the haters, I will def. see you later/
Bye...bye... please lend me more tears to cry.....