Heartless

Every night in the mind a silent prayer to God:
"Show me way. Keep them safe. Make me strong".
And a feeling inside at the place where were heart,
Strange obsessions that something goes wrong...

Every mornings start same in this lost place
Outside and inside equally cold.
Cozy winter turns streets into something glazed.
Sleepy silence in room. Frozen world...

Mimicry as a shield which i use every day
Outside of this walls keeps me free.
But my heart was torn out and thrown away
Empty sadness inside grow like tree.

Every night i see dreams about something i miss:
I scretch ice with my fingers till blood.
In the mind is a wisper: how you let them do this?
Why don't fight till the end for your heart?

Again mornings wake me up with a tears in my eyes.
Dreams will fade far away. Let them go.
But i can't understand what was lost under the ice.
Something mine, which was frozen in snow.