Dear Father,

Hi! How are you?
I am fine, thanks for not asking. I am fine as always.
And my family is fine too. Thanks for not asking.

Do you remember what color my eyes are?
I am sure that you don't.
You ALWAYS have been so far!
Is it that GREAT to be alone?

Do you ever think of me?
Or have i faded from your memory?
Was it worth it?! To be free....
Free of responsibility and the burden of family...

When I was six, eleven, fourteen,
I had the only one, childlike dream -
I wished to become the perfect daughter for you,
But this dream has never come true.

Now. I feel my heart is full of indifference to you,
I don't hate you. But I don't love you too.
I hope you will never nock on my door,
I just don't believe in you anymore..

October, 5
2016


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