persistent fear

Want to cry without any stop.
Pause. Then restart.
Laying at the bottom,
Have my white new top.
Sugar is my only friend tonight.
It's cold inside,
The body telling from within
Hot skin and coldest eyes -
That was my only scene.
I am free, don't need discount.
Took this final piece of mind.
Between my thoughts and life
Nothing dies. Broken legs and
Years of existence.
I am with fear. Only resistance
Can change this scary dream.


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