Why are you important to me?

One routine day I met you, darling,
At once i clearly understood -
I can not live without you, charming!
And I must be with you. I should!

I see your smile, I hear your voice,
I just admire you every day.
You always give me missing force
And warm like golden sun in May.

'Cause only you can make me better
And only you can point the way.
Maybe you'll know about it later,
But now I truely can not say.

It seems that all's like usual - honey,
You're sitting at the table now
And telling others something funny.
You fascinate me this, but how?

I feel myself infatuated,
For me you're like a cruel disease.
By whom my dear you'd been created,
Why do I need you like a breeze?

But you don't notice me at all,
I do not mean a thing for you.
That always squeeze my spoony soul,
I hate it, but its really true.

Maybe one day I'll smile the sun,
And I will hear the sound of sea,
I will deserve your love one day.
Why are you important to me?..