Anger

Anger!Anger!Floats in mind
Its like poison, starts a fight
I like drinking poison in bed
Anger Anger leave my head

Jump from window. Close the door!
Roar of weapons on the flour
Stop it! Stop it! One should leave!
I m scared of my motives

Anger, anger, what did you do?
(To his wife) :I didn’t mean to scream at you!
Leave the house there is something wrong.
I broke the furniture and wooden door

(To God)
-Help me please, I m begging you.
My heart is eaten by this flew.
My blood is boiling.my sweat is cold
She left with kid. Was it my fault?

I drew in tears. I tried to fight
My inner peace is cracked with lie
I push the limits! I swallow pills.
Lord only knows what works for real
I pray at night. I ask for cure
My soul searches love, somewhere secure

So distance grows, but anger stays
It ruins live. There is no way
No one could stop it .So I stopped trying
Just let it go. I m not denying

I lie in ocean all- alone
And realize there is something wrong
The poison weakens
I break the spell
My heart is filled with bubble air
I feel internal. I feel alive
Just like someone took a knife
From open cut
But it still hurts
My anger left internal burns
I m all alone, but I m alive
The questions is: where is my life?