Love

Everyone tried to destroy her regularly,
Humiliated eternally and constantly castigated,
To offend everyone climbed out of their skin,
But still, she was so desirable.

They laughed at her when they noticed feelings,
Tried to turn all the rudeness into a joke,
Day after day, everyone was driven to madness,
Not giving rest to such a tired mind.

They had fun and did not take everything seriously,
They said, "where are you climbing, you're completely blind,"
And constantly brought to uncontrollable tears,
And my bitterness covered the ground like snow.

She tore her heart, opened her soul at once,
Didn't let me sleep, looked like an obsession,
I could destroy my whole life with my impulse,
But more often she generously gave moments of pleasure.

From her I hid the pain in pills and wine,
To drown forever in some kind of oblivion,
Sometimes I was not happy with my destiny,
And I reached out to her in delirium and a sweet dream.

They replaced it with friendship, limited forever,
Reciprocity was sometimes handed to me in parts,
From now on, I plunged endlessly into this twilight,
Dreamed of the best constantly dark nights.

I noticed her in brown sincere eyes,
What they watched regularly, without hiding emotions,
In languid movements, in sighs and tears,
I accepted it with sincere respect in my heart.

I let her go, knowing the feelings of the past have passed,
But left in the soul all the memories always,
I'm sorry that we didn't save it with you,
Looks like we'll never see you again.

She suddenly noticed in our regular meetings,
Bathed in it, as if plunged into childhood again,
And the time of our parting does not heal at all,
The soul so asks for development, constant action.

She suddenly went out inside the loving eyes,
That turned away unexpectedly and forever,
She stopped giving me time even a couple of phrases,
And melancholy began to fill my soul again.

I suddenly decided to propose
But she looked at me with fearful eyes,
I didn’t want the novel of our continuation at all,
And you created a gap between us again.

And my life suddenly ended for a moment,
The heart was beating to break, not stopping at all,
So I wanted to get back into the past oblivion,
Didn't know you were just playing with my feelings.

But the pain hurts so much not because you refused me,
And from the fact that I know that you sincerely love with your soul,
And causing pain, at the meeting you were just silent,
And I so dreamed that you would wake me up with coffee in the morning.

Time passes and my aching pain passes,
I remember you as in a permanent dream,
You are my weakness, joy, tenderness and drug,
And I'm waiting for you again in the burning pain of silence.