toxic

I’ll never be drunk enough to drown all your sorrows.
I’ll never be strong enough to wipe all your tears away.
And were the love was my heart feels so hollow.
And darkness now dwells were there was a light of the day.

The things is I can’t stop pretending
To be that man you always need.
And what once has started as misunderstanding,
Right now is very real indeed.

My darling I can’t keep carrying this weight
That you are putting on you shoulders.
I can’t keep feeling this mix of love and hate,
I can’t keep living through the hope and broken dreams over and over.


You make me want to kill myself; you make me want to die,
And every once you speak your heart out, you hurt me like a knife,
I’d slice my veins to end it all and won’t even cry,
But there is promise I’ve made to you, the promise to survive.

There aren’t  words left in the world describing what I feel
But I’ll play the one you need pretending it’s all real.