So afraid

So afraid

I cannot tame the voices;
They chase me running through my head.
I’m so afraid of any choices.
Not sure whether I’m alive or dead.

All the stupid things I’ve done 
I’m scared I keep on doing,
But I don’t want to be the one
Who’d say “I wish I knew it”.

All I do is make it worse
And I can’t stand it anymore.
Will I ever break this curse?
Where is the light I’m searching for?

I still wait the one who’d save me
And hope for second chances.
But I shouldn’t waste my life by waiting.
I know it’s foolish, senseless.


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