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The Universe Heart Beating

In phones ringing
In engines rumble
In keyboards clicking
And in clocks tick...
In choir singing
In guitar playing
In songs of sorrows
And in Anthem of Joy...

In rain drops dripping
In fire crackle
In stars twinkling
And in voices of wind...
In wolf"s howling
In baby"s crying
In my whisper
And in your breath...


In our hearts melody it used to be born, as it is
The Universe Heart Beating.


The Sun shines down

The Sun shines down... Dawn"s cradle, wait for me!
I AM a child, but not the Child of Day.
Repulsing ray attacks, I seem to be
A dream to see, a thought to go astray.

What"s life like? Parrying blows to cast aside
Your doubts - hesitation makes them grow, -
To shadow minds, misguided, drowned in Light,
To stumble when you"re climbing up the wall...

So I preferred to be a fugitive,
A distance runner down the sordid dreams,
Eternal, unalive... I haven"t lived,
I haven"t died... I cannot die, it seems.

But some response, some splash of urgent sense...
Not sense, but feeling, makes me drown in it...
Regained my sight, I"m thinking of defense...
I"m scared of myself a little bit.

This feeling tears tired mind to shreds
And breaks to splinters my bewildered soul...
Is this a World"s Great Love? Oh, no! Oh, yes!!!
Or, may be, just an echo of my own...

Август 2004 г.



Lame Destiny (together with my friend)

Among the fragments of coming tempests,
Through shades of past and through future mists,
Her steps-made echoes in rain are endless...
Regained her sight (though unborn), at least
She"s never known, never comprehended,
There"s no need in a sunlit way, -
She"s sun itself, she"s a sneer of nature,
Still destiny, even if it"s lame.
And nameless, silent, like sacred sorrow,
And made of bodies Chimera"s, thorns,
Is laid out Path for the sons to follow,
The Child of Era, Of Age Unborn...

29.09.2003 г.

NEOPHYTE
(SOME YEARS AFTER BEGINNING)

Light wings of Wisdom
Will never touch my face again...
I" m like in prison
I follow you, I bring the rain...

I"m crammed with fears
I know, the Order"s never seen
The Rain of Tears
My rain"s your cry - what does it mean?

I"m cause of tempest,
I am a centre of the swirl
For now I"m nameless -
There is the only name I call

No force of prayer
Time twilight holds me in the cage
Of darken Era...
For thousand years it"s kept it"s rage.

The conjuration
I"m crying out, is strange and sad...
It"s liberation!
I keep destroying shades of red...

To Land of Missing
I bring the rain on blade of knife
Where"s still existing
The pandemonium of life...

I"m hopeless, finding
Sun shining country, where you live...
The flash of lightning
Will bring a sacrificed relief...

If spell your name, then
I"ll see the only way to run -
Your road through Fame Land,
Where dancing we"ll arouse the Sun...

11.10.2003 г.