It was not a dream

I had a dream in which you came to me
And I was embracing you instead of the teddy-bear
You were holding me by the hand and telling me
It was hard without me, hard to keep calm.

I'm sitting on your lap with unwashed head
I've grabbed you with my legs and buried in your neck
I entwine you with my hands and even do not believe
That I embrace you but not the fucking teddy-bear

Ridiculously I refresh in my mind thoughts that I have accumulated inside of me
Thats's so much and so foolish
That's stupid to pretend that we havent't broke up
I asked you whether you were hungry and you smiled nodding in response

I don't know how it happened
I dont know whether it was predestined
But I'm sure it wasnt a dream.
Not a dream.

You've just came to me. Just came.
I've just looked at you. Just looked.
You strongly hugged me. You hugged me so strong.
And you didn't go away. We were eating pizza, watching films and you stayed.

Nobody nowhere never went away. Everything was so simple and easy.