I wish I was braver

I wish I was braver
Or just selfish enough
To end all the suffering
Once and for all
And shatter to pieces
Or burn to the ground
Instead of playing it tough
Always too scared to fall

I live between beats
Of my treacherous heart
Between eminent breaths
Feeding flames on my soul
I live between memories
That tear me apart
And thoughts that all break me
Make me howl and crawl

I'm not being dramatic
I'm just too tired to live
Too burnt out and too damaged
To see light in the end
My head and my heart
Have been filled up with grief
I'm all out of gas
And rather pique than land

Too much noise in my mind
Painful loud and chronic
It's all in my head
And there's no place to run
I've used up my chances
And it's kind of ironic
That i want it to finish
Without having begun


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