The Bier For The Twilight Decenary 15. 06. 09

                - the lamentation -

"In love with the thought she is loved by the man" -
It is 'bout the girl from the criminal clan
My stupid and tender... we've severed the line
And I feel, the torn threads again won't entwine

We both always knew that our bond is proscribed
But I spat on it by her ardent lust bribed
And she... she was artless, sometimes too naїf...
Our way anyhow led from joy to the grief

The twilight decenary lived in suspense
Concludes in distress and the bitter offence
The curse, from which I long and stubbornly jinked,
Has got me - hope's dead and the love is extinct

It's useless to try to untie the fate's knot
I fear, its dissection will make me distraught
'Cause -all my life clung to- grew vain and untrue
The chasm I am in gives no chance to come through

My dear... if the train of my doom's lost its track,
How can I exist without faith she'll be back?
For years my dark spirit appealed just to her -
The one of the few to whom I could defer...

Today my heart's mourning like never before
My land is dishallowed, its beauty's no more
...The chronicles buried beneath the burnt tree
Rot same as the dreams in my soul's cemetery..