What I ve done

What I`ve done?
I`ve burned my life in ashes,
I feel alone –
I just remember flashes.

That`s only memories
When we stand together.
I want for centuries
To be with you forever.

Bur everything is crashing –
Your love was hided for a long.
I think I was forgetting
My feelings, which for you belong.

I tried to love another,
That didn`t give me the result.
And now you show me bother –
You really pity that we`re apart.

I see the pain in your eyes –
It fills them to the brim
At that moment, when you look at us.
You look with hate at him.

I feel so strange –
Can`t live without you.
I can`t this change,
Cause it`s only hue.

What I`ve done?
I ruined everything.
Your face like stone –
It expresses nothing.

Will you forgive me?
It doesn`t really matter,
Because you see –
I`d kill me better.

I don`t want to hurt you more,
If you still love – forgive.
I say without any humor –
I love you more than you believe.