What can I do?

"What do you want me to say?"
He said, looking right back at me
When I had courage to ask
That was a time when I realized
That I misunderstood him
"I don't want to hurt you
No romance behind this
I really think of you only as a friend"
And that was a time when I

Broke my heart with all my hopes
Left my soul behind closed doors

What can I do about being so vulnerable
What can I do about falling in love
With men that'll never love me
What can I do about being so stupid
How could I hold back my tears
When all I want to do is fall asleep
Forever

I'm so tired of waiting
When things will be different
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
I'm almost sure it's inevitable

But I promised myself
I'm not gonna let my life
Be only about you

What can I do about being so vulnerable
What can I do about falling in love
With men that'll never love me
What can I do about being so stupid
How could I hold back my tears
When all I want to do is fall asleep
Forever

But I'm not gonna let my life
Be only about you
I'll find the strength to go further
I'll live my life without looking back
I'm gonna make it all right