You Are The Twilight 24. 01. 03

  Dedicated to Natalie, my friend of misery.

Life sets aside the wise words of the preachers
Still it's the coldest and gloomiest flight
Making me follow the desperate creatures
While the gray dimness beclouds my insight

I've been a ghost of the dells and the ridges
I've been a guard of the holiest land
But all my images burnt with the bridges
Leading to hell from the past's final stand

Nobody knows my alternative story
No one beholds through the covering pall
Whose names and signs - purple, crimson and gory
Carved in the stones of the black castle's wall

Even the wind can't return to the nascent
Hopes far away from the present decline
Queen of the nightfall! Invoke the pale crescent
And tell me how can I let you be mine?

Twice in the darkened we two were united
When the unshed teardrops kindled our veins
Blessed by the doom of the blessed and the blighted
We reached the pleasure's forgotten domains

Two souls were sailing above the blue rivers
Joined in a dream to succeed the white glare
But all the future was brumous and grievous
Spirits of time had the eyes of despair...

And yet our somber romance has no specious
Reason to get round the Judgement of Truth
"Cursed be the sinful indulging their wishes
So, wait in vain for the heavenly ruth".

You are the twilight and I am the taper
But our real world seems the glum silent wood
Most of of cravings stay just on the paper
'Cause the fate never will merge us for good