Infernal Silence. Farewell To Spirit

Я до вниманья муз не жадный -
Бумаги много исписал,
Но этот хренов кризис жанра
Меня порядочно достал
Судьба поэта - злое бремя
Три месяца - немалый срок
А я родил за это время
Один-единственный стишок...

                Infernal Silence
                (Farewell To Spirit)  17.05.01.

The voice of the North wind is reading my stanzas
I look at the flickering flame of the star
But this light can't wake up my deep-buried senses
My soul lives on just with the sounding guitar

The void of Inferno absorbs my emotions
Reality's fading. I can't stop my fall
One look back in time - just a stupefying potion
I'll die when I'll get nothing else to recall

The black touch of fate comes from one to another
This world is not really for us to belong
No reason to hope fot the higher good power -
The spirit of freedom's eternally gone

The pleasure of life is beyond my conception
Still silence is screaming inside of my brain
I do not have strength for the new bright
Inception
To break down my sorrow and feel love again

I  never will find the lost land of  my dreaming
Divided with heaven, I'll follow its tune
Somewhere the Sun River is peacefully streaming
But I am the dark one beneath the full moon

I'll drink the dosed gloom while the destiny's dying
And lightning will flash in the eyes of a beast
There is no more future, there's no point for crying
I'm leaving the earth under cover of mist