Inexistent Reality

"Inexistent Reality" - Третья часть Квадрологии на музыку группы "Tiamat". В какой-то степени стихотворение перекликается с "Place to Return", хотя и написано годом позже. Прозаическое отступление в середине является вольным переводом заклинания из черной магии. Этот смертельно опасный ритуал предназначен для того, чтобы вызвать необходимое видение в зеркале. В остальном же произведение представляет собой скорее реминисценцию, чем угрозу.

                Inexistent Reality
                19.01.01.
(Requiem for the first affection dream from the space of pathetic oblivion)

"...And at some days it seems to me that God's face breaks through the stratum of clouds and a tear sliding on his cheek sets out to fill the ocean..."
                Neil Legweak

Dedicated to all the unfulfilled hopes
    and unforgettable affections.

Thousand years are over
It's the age of blame
Bloody sky grows lower
Demons call your name
Flying voice of thunder
That's what you will hear
When the faint misgiving
Will wake up your fear
How long I've been waiting
To invoke your soul
Baby, I've been craving
Playing madman's role
Mental Reservation
Is the world of mine
Now it's matchless pleasure
Overstep the line
Nothing lasts forever
None can stop the tide
No one comes to heaven
With the hate and pride
You'll recall the past-time
Try to feel my pain
Then you'll see my spirit
In the blaskseed rain
I don't look for scentless
I don't wish to strain
You seemed sinless temptress
But it was insane
Now I want your beauty
In the dreadful cell
Just to share the silence
Of this perfect hell
I'm so far from real
Far from all you know
As immortal seer
Eyes of lonesome crow
Night will bare my essence
Then the Lord will say:
Hand of retribution
Draws their conjoint way
Mirror of prevision!
Open darkspace gate
When the great religion
Resurrect my fate
Chanter breaks the quietness
Sun is sinking down
Destiny is changing
On the sacred ground

Chorus:
If the words of God
Can't inflame your heart,
Frighting strength of spell
Will pervade your shell

Soul, blood, spirit and eternity
By the way of ashes, lightning and fire
In a name of Sakata
Priest of craving corpses
Creature of Lucifer
Master of other world
Condescend to me your unthinkable power!
And reflect your will in the mirror of my time
Your troops shall not get me
And the legion of evil will not see me
Till among the suns there is a star
Of my secret angel, the Lord of Earth and Heaven
Jesus Christ,
The Father eternal and omnipotent.
And so, with the key of Ruler
In a word of mine
The summoned powers will tell and show me
The morbid side in the angel soul of my love
Oh, triple force!
Protect from the thirsting powers of EVIL
From eternal shades of death
The key of Sakata with me. Amen..

Still your lips are tender
But the time is gone
Now you must surrender
'Cause there's no return
Read the signs of sorrow
On the walls of night
And you'll get desire
To enjoy the flight
I feel all your weakness
Grief inside your heart
I'll make you a witness
Of my secret art
On the wings of lightning
As the sunset dies
We will fly together
Through the stormy skies
Look beyond the embers
Of the ashen past
See the world of sadness
Graves of love and lust
Promises of broken
Rest in river's depth
Watch this and remember -
It's the place you left
Floods of desperation
Run across this land
Just a trail of passion
Stays on golden sand
Pictures of the bygone -
Light spots on your face
And a parting swan-song
Follows our vague trace
This is not illusion
'Tis the voice of time
It's the execution
Of prophetic rhyme
Time for you, my sweetheart,
Time to pay the price
Feel eternal darkness
Be my sacrifice.
Ghostly shades are sailing
On your way above
Angel dust is veiling
Bright days of our love
I will sense your spirit
Near the dreamland's door
While the waves of river
Meet the stony shore...

Chorus:
If the will of God
Cannot merge our blood
Let the winds and streams
Incarnate my dreams

P.S.
And if my crazy prophecy won't be fulfilled quite soon,
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

Music by: "Tiamat"
Lyrics by: A.S.