The tiny one

i have passed the point of no return
the border of no regret
all chances are left behind
no roads lead way back home

please help me find my path
please help me understand
please take my tears away
i do not want to see

I do not want to feel
how much of this can be?

that everybody falls around
and im too weak to lend my hand
and all i know is just a pain
of being one who will remain
of being one who knows the way
not being able help astrayed..

why do i even need to be
world would be perfect without me
please help me see where im wrong
love is not solved by being strong
no can i ever find my one
when all steps failed and im none
when my biology constrained
and nothing can be good again

please help me recognize myself
i cannot live in such a state
when everybody hates my fate
and i cannot align or fit
and cannot live my life in pit

please help me know and let me feel
i do not wish to kill or kneel
i want the righteous way out here
but do not want to be alone
in paradise of solar rays
i wish it also for my friends
i wish the best for everyone
but no one wants to reach the sky
and i just watch all souls die,
they slip in pleasures and i cry

why should i live why should i see
the fate that i can not arrange
good things cannot be force-engaged
and i cant kill for love of mine
theres no solution for my choice
and i will scream without a voice
if i could make a slightest change..

mirror:
a tiny good can show the way,
if you can feel you'll try again
you do not need the greatest might
a simple little is much sight
a tiny thing can change the path
and im sure you will understand
you do not need to lend a hand
you need to be and show the way
so souls will not get astray,
take all the pains and the grief
do not abstain your belief
shine like a star from darkest night
please be the one who brings the light..