I m not afraid of being free

I'm not afraid of being free for I have played my role
When I was you and you were me, it'd be the same no more
I saw the sun had been replaced by moon
The light of Her is just the light of you...
Sinister wind has brought me sleep that night
I touched you heart, wasn't enough, you're right
I close my eyes when ruins join my way
Just like a water my shade will flow away...
Crossroads of life are filled with lessons
It's sad but you are just the one of them
Open your arms, leave my ghost presence
And burry hate and anger then...
The promises of love too forlorn
For man whose heart no longer beats
If you forgive I'll keep your sorrow
As pride which stays throughout my deeds...
Nocturnal breeze brings your reflection
With dismal melody of yearn
Not trying to find a consolation
It's all the same, the things too clear...
I am not dead though I'm still standing
On road licked by an ancient flame
Like voyeur I'm simply waiting
For flurry comes to me again...
               
                2006г.


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"Not trying to find a consolation"? ... OK!
and what's about the other target - probably there is a need for looking inside of a single point of consolation?
:)

Александр Герцен   13.12.2015 15:49     Заявить о нарушении
"Consolatio" is a best-seller of middle age by Boethius. You know?

Александр Герцен   13.12.2015 19:53   Заявить о нарушении
Probably..but in my verses I've tried to express the deep feeling of desolation and indifference..some kind of the dark inner philosophy when things that happen are too painful and familiar so you even foresee that the tries to console yourself are useless.. you know the end before it comes to the end..and the end will not make you happy..over and over again../I've heard about "Consolatio philosophiae"..but didn't read :)

Наталия Михейкина   13.12.2015 23:18   Заявить о нарушении
"you know the end before it comes to the end" - just like the man in Consolatio. He is in a Prison, and he is there to die.
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About the familiar situation I have a lot of similar expirience. The Clan is always on developing of new ways to protect the system, but in practical decisions they always use the old system only, to reach the same end. Business as usual is popular.

Александр Герцен   14.12.2015 07:32   Заявить о нарушении
На это произведение написаны 2 рецензии, здесь отображается последняя, остальные - в полном списке.