Anguish of body and mind

This is the free wind of my life.
He sings me of the frantic path,
I’ll go to the end of final line.

This is my queer fate, strewed
With the dead leaves everywhere.
They’re the harbingers of afterlife.

The sky is studded with glowing tears
That harshly witness my existence.
All those fickle visions,
We see in our dreams,
Remain in our hearts forever.

My pleasant memories erase
Nightmares coming after dark.
Yet, change is what awaits us all
In this severe and uncertain future.

Will I find freedom just for a try?
But trusting frail liars,
I can’t avoid revealing truth!
This will be fair render
For shady innocence of men.

By stepping forward,
What am I waiting for?
And this is now
Or never will it take a turn!

When reaching out for the sky
To catch the falling Sun,
I never burn my palms.
I long for freedom,
As this is welcome fortune!

I know light is not
Without through despair.
And I believe the answer
No one knows
Awaits ahead of path
I haven’t traveled so far.
Will I find peace or war?
Will I find key or door?

The episodes of life
Have shown me a lot.
I hesitate in front of final door
But it’s been waiting for my entry.
I’ll step in and go through…

Together with my destiny at hand,
I’ll keep on moving forward.
This agony of endless indecision,
I’ll overcome at last!

The wind keeps blowing his way
And I keep trudging
Through my thorny path.
Unknown’s always just ahead,
But praying for the day,
I’ll break to a new ground
My heart is yearning so much!