Restless

I shall rest for the night,
But rest will not come easy.
The daily battles have left
Me weakened and my foes
Have tested me beyond
The limits of my restless
Soul. And every night,
And every day I venture
Journey. Into oblivion
Descend and fight,
And fight! I am restless
To the core, as God intended.
Though fear nothing
In this world, my dreams
Continue sap this restless mind,
And gnaw this aching heart.
They leave a chilling grip
Upon my bosom. Alone again
With only restless thoughts
I venture my crusade
And clash my sins and strive
To be redeemed. No punishment
I have deserved to be tormented!
Events that changed my life
Have influenced the lives
Of many dear to my heart.
To overcome this test I must!
To claim my life and soul,
And happiness of those lost.
The smell of death is strong
And danger lies
Around every corner as I step.
But restless mind and heart
Will stop at nothing to
Continue on my journey.
And to succeed requires wits.
Light shines upon my journey
But darkness splits apart the road.
The cold, tamed moon reflects
The side of night within my heart.
And warm, and sunny day
Brings hope again upon my face.
What in this world that I must seek
Beyond redemption and salvation,
Far more than happiness of those
Dear to my heart?
With every step that I draw near
To my dreams, I see the truth
Which is reflected in the eyes
Of those dear to my heart.
I get to know pain, I get to know sorrow.
But I must come, and overcome
All pains and all despair.
As in my hands I keep on
Holding dreams and hopes.
Light shines upon my journey,
But darkness splits apart my soul.
The hearts that clash each time
Are hope and sorrow
Reflecting in the shattered mirrors.
But time is coming
And we’re taking off the masks.
The comets roving the sky stop beating
In the restless hearts.
And light, and night becoming equal
In my eyes. And in my heart
I liberate those dear to my heart.
The truth is born and flies away
Through endless nights and days.